Today was the last day of my big daughter’s nursery school. In August she will be a big girl, a girl of kindergarten school.

The years of the obligatory education will start and Nefeli will do her first step of her own life. I don’t know what she really feels about it or if she even understands this big change in her life, but I am sure I will really miss these years, these innocent baby years that we are now leaving behind.I will really miss her lovely teachers, who helped her shape her personality. For sure, I can still feel the pain in my heart on the first day that I left my baby there. The first time in her and in my life that we were apart. I can still sense those tears falling down on my face and these thoughts of guilt, “am I a good mommy”?…

…fly high my little Schmeterling, up to the highest height…